I'm back home, hoping that the girl I left behind still wants me back... My mom had died, and my dad was acting like a loose cannon. I shouldn’t have left Ginger, but I couldn’t help myself. I was a mess and becoming a SEAL felt like the perfect solution. I was wrong! I knew Ginger wouldn’t wait for me.  I knew she would move on.  I didn’t blame her, but all I could do was hope. There's a little girl, and I can’t help but wonder if the little girl is mine. I want to ask Ginger, but I know I have no right to. After all, I left her and didn´t even bother saying goodbye. I broke her heart once, and I have no intention of doing it again if only she`ll take me back?